I haven't posted in over a month. This poor little bloggie blog has been neglected. I would like to sit here and say it's because I've been super busy. But let's be serious, when am I not super busy? I realized that I almost always start off my posts in some way or another saying that I've been "busy".
I decided that I'm only busy because I want to be. I choose to be busy. I choose to have weekends away from my apartment, to never feel rested after a weekend because it was spent on the go, to never have alot of time to get things done.
I choose this.
And you know what, I think I choose pretty darn wisely. I jam pack my life full of my family, friends and events. I'm back and forth from Atlanta, to Auburn, to Athens, to the lake, to Marietta, and everywhere in between. I find that lately I end up going out of town from my apartment almost every weekend.
I enjoy life.
I may feel a little stressed sometimes, a little worn out, and yes, my life is a little chaotic sometimes.
But I love it. And I will no longer (or try not to) complain about being busy. Because being busy means that I am 100% surrounded by people who love me and want me to join them in fun activities, trips, etc.
I surround myself by good people in good places. No complaints here.
The truth is... I haven't blogged in awhile because I just haven't been feeling it. I haven't felt creative. I just haven't been wanting to.
And you know what, I think that's ok. Because in all seriousness, like 8 people actually read this blog. So at the end of the day I only blog because I like to, because I feel like it. So not blogging for a month, no biggie.
But even as I type this I realize how much I do like blogging. Each additional letter and word I add makes me excited to be able to tell a little story, give a life update, recap my life, vent, etc.
So thank you little neglected bloggie blog. Thank you for sitting patiently and waiting for me to decide I'd like to post again. Thank you for not judging me for being absent or "too busy". Thank you for allowing me to use you as a creative, or in most cases -not so creative, outlet.
I do enjoy blogging. I enjoy it for myself. Not for the people who read this blog (shout out to all 8 of you!). I would probably continue to do it regardless of who reads it. I enjoy looking back on posts from a year ago and seeing how different I am, how much my life has changed, and how much I have grown.
So little bloggie blog, thanks for being an open ear.
You da bomb.
Smell ya later.